So the GH has put her back out and has finally called the docs; I go in today to see him. Hopefully he'll give me something that will ease the pain because honestly I things I seriously need to do and not being able to to move is hindering everything that I need done or want to do.

Now as for characters, I think Nick has just up and walked away on me. I'm not impressed, but what do you do? he'll be back or so I hope. He wants his story told but he's not willing to sacrifice anyone else but himself. stubborn male. But on another not, I do have a character that I have been ignoring way too long an he's about ready to set a bomb at the Washington fbi headquarters because I am ignoring him. The bad part, he will do it and he is wanted it almost every country in the world. How do you contend with a character muse that is that danger driven or volatile? I'm not even sure myself. So while Nick is missing, I have Dayan Cross, working away inside my head and getting ready to do some real damage and I will say he has been good in the last six months.

Contrary to what the profile says about this man, Dayan is not an extremist, and he's not out to kill innocence, until now? Which brings me right back around to scratching my head. He's the type that will get into your house wait until you wake and then kill you. He does it face to face. It is for the lack of a better way, to say he is the judge jury and executioner. The bummer part in all this. I know (fictional characters as well) others that want Dayan by the scuff of his neck. I know others that want for him to stop. It's a battle I've long since lost and I think he needs a swift kick in the arse. Lord help me.

Then there is Father Trevene, who knows, Dayan and Nick, Brian, Nathaniel and Markus. I'm doomed, so very doomed. But if Nick went missing, it leads the way for Anton to come into the picture. And he's been waiting so patiently. Might have to add him to the list perhaps and do a side story on him as well. For now, Dayan is loud and clear in my head and I'm trying to subdue the man.... Not easy.. not at all.